Stress?

So, last night was the first official Erin melt down during post engagment! I know...they happen so frequently for me, I'm sure those of you who know me aren't too surprised. What set it off you ask? Well...as always it was something petty and stupid! I was at 24 hour fitness trying to participate in their "Hot Hula" class, which is tahitian dancing with a twist. Well, I found out that I have no hip action at all and was finding it difficult and frustrating to try and keep up with everyone else...right at my heightened time of frustration, one of the class helpers (you know the ones that do this stuff all the time and are the "example" of how to do it correctly) comes up behind me and puts her hands on my shoulder and tells me: You're not supposed to move your shoulders.

Yep, that's all it took! I tried to stick out the class and forget about it, but by then I was fighting back the tears so much; so I left! This was just the beginning of a several hour spiral down throughout the night.

As always though, Jarrod was right there to comfort me in my time of petty emotions and allowed me to just cry...which I think is what I was really needing. Between the planning and the choosing for all the elements of the wedding, and the full-time job frustrations, and the "try to keep the family happy" and try to meet all the expectations...I really am just worn down!

Anyways, enough complaining! Now onto find some chocoloate brown cardstock to buy for the save the date cards!